i'm back.

[listening to]: arcade fire - keep the car runnin

hello (friends and family),
it's definitely been awhile since i have been inclined to write (type) about my daily activities. life is one incredible trip. i am just thankful that we have the restored Gospel of Jesus Christ on the earth today. and i am unimaginably grateful to have Heavenly Father by my side through it all.

i am in washington still - as most of you may know. as much as i love it here however, i might be moving back to california mid december. MIGHT. for a lot of reasons. the biggest one being that i miss my family! i see pictures of my niece and it hurts that i can't hug her and kiss her and squeeze her. she is getting so big so very fast. here is the most recent picture i received from her mama. and one from desirees last trip to visit them. she looks so much like my dad!


the second reason being that i need to rid myself of debt. it's at an absurd high at the moment for reasons i didn't have much control over. i'm working full time here (at whole foods market) but most of my monthly income is going to living costs. debt hurts my insides. i feel so tied down at the moment, and i am!

so the plan is to move back into my parents home and transfer to the whole foods down there, hopefully getting a second job as well. that way i can pay most of this debt down and go from there. i am only 90% sure of my decision at this point. i plan on praying about it before picking up and leaving this beautiful place behind... so we shall see where i end up in the next couple of months.

i love my friends and family. i am so very blessed to have them in my life. especially during this little rough patch. the support that everyone has given me has kept me sane! [so, thank you, to you all].