dearest

california,

you weren't what i was expecting when i came back into your life. it had been so long. in fact i was a little dissapointed. but upon exploring parts of you that i previously adored, you have proven yourself once again. i fear my love/hate relationship with you will have a pretty deep impact on me at this point in my life. but i know that you are where i am suppose to be. and so we walk, hand in hand, you and i.

i do love you, and i think i will stay for awhile..
until the wind carries me to it's next destination.

forever yours,
berni mcvay


listening to:
coldplay
'we never change'
Iwanna live life, never be cruel,
I wanna live life, be good to you.
I wanna fly, never come down,
And live my life, And have friends around.
We never change, do we?
We never learned to leave,
So I wanna live in a wooden house,
I wanna live life, always be true,
I wanna live life, and be good to you,
I wanna fly, and never come down,
And I live my life, and have friends around.
We never change do we?
No, no,We never learned to bleed,
So I wanna live in a wooden house,
Making more friends would be easy.
O I don't have a show to say,Yes, and I sing every single day,
We never change do we?We never learned to leave.
So, I wanna live life in a wooden house,
Making more friends would be easy,
I wanna live where the sun comes out.